It’s no secret that I really liked Floetry and was so disappointed when they broke up. Marsha Ambrosius has been quietly pushing her solo career for a few years and while I’ve always liked her work, I wasn’t initially sold on her album.
Until I listened to it….really listened to it…(sigh). I will admit that her voice is an acquired taste. I love it, but that’s just me. What really gets me though is the writing.
I can appreciate any artist willing to talk about getting it wrong, in the hopes of getting it right.
I had a paralyzing fear of facing failure
And I couldn’t love you perfectly with that fear in my head
So I perilously had to face the danger
So I could come back and love you whole instead
And so it goes that I never meant to hurt you
Couldn’t stay but I never meant to desert you
Whole lot a things I just had to work through
Time to heal and restore my self-worth too
Confrontation of my fears and anxiety
Cried a whole lot of years I suffered quietly
And though it may have taken years I can finally
Tell you that you were always on my mind!
Couldn’t stay but I never meant to desert you
Whole lot a things I just had to work through
Time to heal and restore my self-worth too
Confrontation of my fears and anxiety
Cried a whole lot of years I suffered quietly
And though it may have taken years I can finally
Tell you that you were always on my mind!
I had to lose myself so I could love you better
All I can do is shake my head and hit repeat.